Monday, October 31, 2011

Am i right or im just being a fucking jealous guy? Urghhh!!! Mcm sial anjing.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

ArghhH!!!!! I fucking hate myself for loving you too much!!!!! This is hurting !!!!!!
Today was awesome!!! Spent time with girlfriend on our 4th of monthsary. We had our candle lite dinner at sofra turkish restaurant. Well i hope she like the present. And yeah after that was quite bored but hey thanks to her we played para-para sakura at arcade! lol... And yeah was expecting some goodbye kiss when i sent her but nahh. Lol.

Well here i am at home packing things to hanoi as im leaving 2moro! 27th oct.... Frankly speaking, im not packing stuff. Im thinking about when i leave. She is there to send me but im just too sad to leave her. Yeah i mean eventhough for 8 days but still we gonna seperate. Seriously,i think i will cry. ): coz rite now im just thinking about it can make me tears. Omg im sucha gay. Come on i should not be sad man. Gonna show her that im strong!!!!


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

4th monthsary!!!!!

Happy 25th of our 4th monthsary!!!!!

Anyway,called her and wished. But she fall asleep. Hoping to get a wish from her too actually. Sigh.

Dear god. This is my first relationship. Please be kind. Thank you.

Monday, October 17, 2011

Im on my way home... This sadden me. I have a girlfriend. But sometimes i doesnt feel like i have. Maybe she is tired? I get tired too. Just that i ignore the tiredness and give the full attention to her. Screw this. Im just being emo. Bye.

Saturday, October 15, 2011


How do u feel if ur bf/gf still texted his/her ex when u told them u dont like it??!

Friday, October 14, 2011

It hurt. But sometimes i pretend its not cause i hate when we both fighting.
Love life currently destroy me. I mean she did not. But the feeling i had over her is so strong, that it could effect me in a way when we fought. Im just being soooo jealous. She did contact her ex but without my acknowledgment . Is it right for her to do that? I'm so confuse. Am i being unreasonable? Idk man. All i ask is just for your love.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Your close friend or maybe can say your friend whom u always look up upon everything include love, told me that if someone really love someone else, she or he would always be by the side and always have you first in its mind.

She mention that if that person did not so, it means that the person isn't important in his/her life.

Idk man. I seems to fall hard for you. But is it worth it?
Baby i though u called me to cheer me up or listen to my problem. Instead, you gave a loud voice and told me to sleep. What I want is you to cheer me up. I need you but u can't be there for me. OMG I'm speechless.